Mostly just overthinking things in a dark room.

Hi, I'm Ame (she/her). I'm 28 and I spend 8 hours a day pretending to care about enterprise C# architecture so I can spend the rest of my time fighting the Rust borrow checker for fun.

This site is basically a junk drawer for my obsessions✦ Cinema✦ Literature✦ Music✦ Videogames✦ Philosophyand more. I have a long-standing weakness for noisy music✦ Jane Remover✦ Porter Robinson✦ Dariacore✦ J-Coreand more, manga that hurts✦ Witch Hat Atelier✦ Chainsaw Man✦ Look Back✦ Goodbye, Eri✦ anything Fujimoto touchesand more and gacha games that are actually good✦ Reverse: 1999✦ Limbus Companyand more.

When I'm not stuck in yearning✦ Bloom into You✦ Adachi and Shimamura✦ general sapphic melancholyand more or wandering through dying MMOs✦ FFXIV✦ WoWand more, I'm probably speedrunning carpal tunnel syndrome via high-bpm button mashing✦ SDVX✦ rhythm gamesand more.

I also enjoy philosophical dilemmas that make me feel smart until I actually try to explain them to someone else.

I am a collection of flickering frames and dog-eared pages, a ghost story held together by film grain and the lingering scent of petrichor. This is my digital street corner where the rain never really stops. Stay as long as you need; I'm just a smudge of ink on a damp page, trying to keep the light burning in a city that has already moved on.